Dreams and Regrets

Well it's been 24 hours since I posted that last blog.

Still feeling at bit miffed.

But I'm trying to outdo my anger and devistation etc by dreaming of the lass I want to be with. I know from experience I shouldn't dream as then I wouldn't end up been disappointed.

But what is experience?

To put it one thing I've experienced a lot of things for example...

I know what it's like to be cheated on and lied to, it hurts so badly.

I've had near death experience when I nearly got ran over by a train.

I know what it's like to turn someone down only to regret it later, then try and correct it a few years late only to be turned down myself.

I know what it's like to be dumped and I know what it's like to dump someone, neither are easy.


Life is full of regrets where you wished you done something or your wish you hadn't done that.

One of my main regrets is turning down a girl in high school only to discover it wasn't my friends playing a joke on me. I always wondered what would have happened if I had said yes and had trusted the messenger.

One thing I don't regret is been a kind helpful person who goes out of a way for a friend. I don't regret going out in my car at 10pm at night to search Newcastle to look for a relative of a friend that had gone missing.

I don't regret my dreams as sometimes it's the closest I get to what I really want.